*this video does not feature ryan haywood.* if you'd like to read my thoughts on the ryan situation, they'll be down below! you can also visit my community page for a more in depth discussion.

hey guys, what a few weeks, huh? let me start off by saying that yes, i've previously talked about the ryan situation on my community channel, so i won't be getting too far into it here. regardless, i wanted to (again) thank everyone for the outpouring of support in light of recent events, both directed at me and the community. words cannot begin to describe how uplifting it was to read everyone's positive notes or see the community rising up together to help one another in a very difficult period.

i made this video because it felt like it was something the community needed. i know how difficult and crushing this whole debacle was for many, and for certain members of my personal yt community, they turned to my videos as a source of positivity and happiness. i wanted to give you all another video to help with whatever residual or current pain anyone might be going through.

going forward with my channel, it's going to be impossible to make videos that are completely ryan free. i don't want to give him any more screen time than he deserves, but it's inevitable. i'm going to do my best to limit his exposure in my videos, but i am only human and i can only do so much.

as for my old ryan videos, therein lies the million dollar question. i get asked every day about whether or not i'm going to delete my first two videos. i have so many hesitations, and i truly don't know what the right course of action is. on one hand, fuck ryan and everything he did. on the other hand, those videos brought a majority of people to my channel and helped me build my community. in a way, it almost feels like i owe it to him.

i have seen dozens of comments from both sides: "you should delete these now" and "please don't delete these". i understand both sides. truly, i do. i think, as for now, i'm going to keep the videos up. if you don't want to watch them, that is perfectly fine. but for those who would like to, i'll leave it to them. trying to erase ryan doesn't fix anything--he lives in our minds rent free regardless of if the video is there or not.

of course, if rooster teeth or achievement hunter were to reach out and ask me to remove them, i would immediately. but until that time, the ryan videos will remain up for anyone who would like to watch them.

i know that things have been very grim the last few weeks, but i truly am proud of this community for standing for each other and supporting each other. i love you all very much and i'll see you on my community page.

*(all media and content belongs to rooster teeth and achievement hunter)*

TIMESTAMPS:
0:00 - Intro
0:10 - Minecraft 322 - Going Floor-Loco in Candy Land
03:41 - Yeti Bit My Back - Bigfoot
03:41 - AH Animated - The Elusive Yeti
04:41 - On the Spot 98 - Knives and Swords
05:08 - Between the Games - Pudding Shirt
09:18 - Ready Set Show - We Make Spongebob Halloween Costumes
13:49 - Let’s Play - Family Feud
14:47 - We Make A Horror Movie in Gmod
15:31 - On the Spot 94 - Smashmouth All-Stars
18:06 - Between the Games - Giant Peanut Butter Sandwich
21:34 - GTA V - Sonic the Hedgehog The Movie
23:40 - Ready Set Show - Becoming Realistic Bert and Ernie
26:13 - GTA V - Lindsay Wins
26:13 - AH Animated - Lindsay Wins, Right?
26:51 - Jenga: The Movie
32:32 - On the Spot 107 - She Licks Everything
36:16 - GTA V - One of the Most Chaotic Game Types
38:34 - RT Extra Life 2016 - Gavin and Michael Get Shot with Paintballs
40:16 - Hiccups and Holdy-Rolls (Super Bunny Man) - Play Pals
44:47 - Outro